Like "Well, Lii: I am impressed! You have over come so many obstacles in your young life, and you have such a positive attitude. I am so sorry that you are still struggling with the depression. I understand that because I have two therapists that I see on a regular basis. I know how hard it is to be honest with them and tell them your inner most thoughts and feelings, but you have to do that in order for them to give you the help that you need. It has been hard for me. But I know that is what I have to do in order for them to help me. I too have struggled with the suicide thing. There have been several times that I wanted to just give up. I am thankful that I didn't and haven't. I have a wonderful husband who is always here for me, two beautiful daughters, and three gorgeous grand children. I want to stay around and watch the grand children grown up and share as much of their lives that I can. You hang in there too. We will hang in together. If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here. "