Like "I know how you are feeling, I was there last week. I had police here cuz my friend thought I was gonna commit suicide I sounded so bad to her on the phone. Anyhow, I dunno if you have a higher power...I am not sure whom mine is but I did reach to God and asked for help, each day for a few days got a little better...I am still hurting but my spirit is here again.just hang in there...I just got a new MD too, hard to find a good one. Keep up no em'!! You need answers!!! Good luck! Hugs! Sheila"