Like "Amen, as to NOT keeping everything INSIDE! I tried that and my mind got so weird----can't explain, BUT NO ONE WANTS TO GO THERE! I barely made it out, finally found a FEW who would listen and support, NOT say,"Oh, you shouldn't feel THAT WAY!" No one should deny HOW THEY FEEL! That is NOT to be dictated to anyone, especially if you are so vulnerable and unsure of who you really are== a recipe for disaster! So that is why I am so thankful to have found this site, so I too can, "LIVE again! Imperfections and all!!! Pat Roth"