Like "HI Grandmama16, Thanks for getting back to me with all that's been going on with you. Wow. I hope you will keep trying to find some kind of a support group. You never know what you might come up with. You have certainly had some challenges with your medications. It's good to know you are so on top of your dosages, and that you are so aware of how your medications are affecting you. That's so important with medications that affect you emotionally. I have had other clients with the CPAP machines. Some do well with them but others have experiences similar to yours. You might want to make a list of your meds, dosages, when you take them, and how you are feeling, and take it with you to your doctor's appointment. I am sure I am preaching to the choir here, but it's really important to make sure your doctors are aware of everything you are taking. Take good care of yourself. And please keep us posted! Gary "