Like "I'm going back on portion the food I bring in to my home. AGAIN.. Got lazy and stopped. Been on the right track for the last 4 yrs they taught I would be inslin dependent at 35 well, turned 38 on Friday and was giving the news, on Wednesday (26) that if by next month I dont have it back under control. I go back on insluin. I wanted to cry. I only had, had the gestional diabetes with my children(toddlers) the were all huge 10 lbs 10oz, got the diabetes at the end. The second one got the diabetes at 15 weeks started insluin and induced a week early 11 lbs 10 oz. My last one I call my premie and he was delivered by c-section 2 weeks early started the insluin at 4 weeks and he was 9 lbs 6oz. The Doctor told me that if I have any more children I would not come off the insluin. So I ended there and have been off of meds 4 yrs. Last year I started on Metformin 500mg twice a day.. Would it be better for me to go on Insluin? This is all new to me and I should not of put it off to learn more about it. any information would be help full just email or all me to your friends please. I have 3 children that need me and I have to be here. They are 10, 8, and 6 "