Like "Hi Kelli, So great to have you here. You certainly have an interesting life. My brother in law is a truck driver, and also diabetic, so I understand the challenges you are facing. I am not a doctor but am a therapist. It sounds like you are letting yourself have your feelings, and not holidng back. I hope you are getting support. And it's great that you are getting educated. Knowledge is power. Stay in touch with us. We are always around! Gary "