Like "I not only believe in Murphy's law, but I also believe in Flannigans corolary: "Murphy was an optimist!" Seriously I am sorry to hear life has dumped on you. I have had similar stretches of misfortunes. I won't engage in a comparison, because that doesn't help either of us. My life is going fairly well right now. a few minor bumps in the road. My kidneys have started to fail, but I've been on dialysis once before and I will do it again with little problem. Should you want to email and talk about it, I would be willing. If you want to talk on the phone, you can ask and I'll send my cell # to you via DC mail. I am praying that you take Dr Gary's advice and take good care of yourself. This stress cannot be good for you! Praying blessings upon you! James "