Like "Hello I hate to sey this but welcome to my world and yes it suks ! If not for the pump I dont know where I would be and I still need to test 6 times a day weeeeeeeeee I to get down from time to time but 95% of the time I am up weeeeeee lol As we get older things change fome times for the better NOT and some times not . Hang in there Best wishes Harlen"