Like "Hey I hear ya. I don't think they'd hire a blind person. I am feeling better today much less annoyed and much more glad I didn't do anything too bad aside from having a snack last night. But I still controled my portions. We shall see if my fb is ok. Yesterday it was 162. It's coming down, albeit slowly. I have faith that resisting temptation paid off. And if for whatever reason it didn't, well sometimes you get into a contest but don't win. No reason not to keep trying. My fb is 174 this morning. So knowing what I know, that it's going to spike like crazy, I will have to really choose carbs carefully. Fruit or toast instead of fruit *and* toast. "