Like "I HEAR YOU........... I'VE BEEN DIAGNOSED IN OCT 2010 WITH THIS TYPE 2 DIABETES THING I HAVE A HOBBY THAT I'VE BEEN DOING FOR 40 YRS NOW CROCHETING. IT DAWNED ON ME THAT I'VE SURVIVED A TORNADO, [FOUND 3 DAYS LATER INTHE WRECKAGE OF MY MOBILE HOME AND A ROLLOVER CAR ACCIDENT THAT TOOK 2 1/2 YRS TO PUT ME BACK TOGETHER AGAIN TO FUNCTION LIKE A NORMAL PERSON [STILL WORKIN ON THAT PART LEFTOVER PANIC/AXIETY ATTACK WHEN SNOW FALLS OUT OF THE SKY] AGAIN SO I'VE DECIDED IF I CAN PULL MYSELF TOGETHER AND GET OVER IT. THIS DIABETES THING SOMETHING I GET TO LIVE WITH EACH AND EVERY DAY I HAVELEFT ON THIS EARTH I'M GOING TO GET MYSELF TO CROCHETING IT STILL FASCINATES ME THAT A LENGTHY PIECE OF YARN OR THREAD CAN BE TURNED INTO SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL AND ALL MY FRIENDS APPRECIATE OF ME OF MY TALENTS. I STILL HAVE MY DAYS YET MY BS'S ARE STILL OUT OF WRACK BUT THATDAY WILL COME ITS A STRUGGLE EVVERYDAY TO KEEP WITH THE DIET, EXERCISE, BUT IT WILL COME I'M ANGRY, DEPRESSED AND SICK OF IT TOO U'R NOT ALONE. ITS TAKE EACH DAY IN STRIDE AND TRY TO FOLLOW WHAT WE KNOW IS RIGHT AND NOT TO CONDEMN OURSELVES WHEN WE FALTER AN DO SOMETHING STUPID LIKE EAT A 1/2 GALLON OF HOT COCOA ICE CREAM[SENT THE BS OUT OF SIGHT] ESPECIALLY SINCE MY BS'S WERE GOOD ALL DAY THEN I FALTER ANGOT CARRIED AWAY OOPS....TOMORROW I'LL DO BETTER"