Like "Girl, don't know why your post got to me the most, but between that and my bro in law today being told he has to go on insulin, I changed my doc appt to next Monday. I'm not going to wait another month to find out what condition I'm really in and get busy on taking care of this mess! I've been reading lots of posts around this site and another thing that stuck out is that so many of us, by refusing to do what we know we need to do, are being self-destructive. I had never thought of it that way before. But I am constantly sabatoging myself and I need to quit. geez...slap slap slap ! thanks for your post. "