Like "I believe I know how you feel. My mother passes away 4 years ago, when I was 15, my brother went to prison, and my oldest brother lived in Virginia. 2 years ago I moved to where I knew nobody, and even till this day I don't know many people. 6 months ago I was diagnosed with T1 Diabetes, and got very depressed because I figured I needed my mother to help or at least my father who wasnt and still isnt around. I promise you it gets better, It's hard always, but every day it will get a little harder. What I did was I started running all the time to relieve stress and the depression. Maybe you can start there. If you ever need to talk you can always message me. Good luck & God Bless -Monica "