Like "Anger is a result of this disease,i have gotten to a point where i cant keep a job.i might lose my wife and son because everything bothers i lay in bed and collect my thoughts i find that i am at fault and i apologize to those i've hurt,and i have started to recognizt that this disease attacks me 3 different ways.emotionally,mentally and physically and i have been trying to identify my thought process and reasons for the actions i take thruout the day."