I have had diabetes since i was 5 years old and will be 24 in a few months.
For the past 5 years i have had this feeling of overwhelming anxiety, about my diabetes to the point i cant take my insullin becasue i feel that i will go too low, even knowing a 400 bloodsugar will take lots of insullin to bring down to a low level but i still cant get up the courage to the insullin i need. my A1c is at about 11.5 which is better than aboiut 2 years ago with an A1c of 15 but i still have this feeling of hopelessness i guess that i will never be able to fix this. I am almost 24 years old and would love to have kids someday but with my sugars the way they are there is no way that will happen i need someone to talk to who has had a big down fall like this. My diabetic doctor has recommended a psychologist so hopefully that will help but having someone my age or someone that has been in this situation to talk to will be way more helpful than a professional.
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