I hate this darn disease!! Its been a real bad day and I am just so fed up with it. These roller coaster emotions,mood swings, food cravings lately, it all bites. I can't tolerate it. All I want to do is sleep today, my eyes are bugging out so can't drive anywhere. I just want to be ME again. I want no more pain, no more Drs, no more TIA's, a neck I can turn, knees that don't hurt or need a replacement, a back without pain & hands that work right. Co-pays are killing me with Drs, I had to cancel 1 today and 1 tomorrow because I don't have the funds. I can't even go to the dentist or eye Dr or even the foot Dr because it is not covered under our insurance. It's pathetic when you make $10.00 too much to qualify for food stamps or medical help from the government. I can say a lot more on this topic but I won't as it is not the place.
I'm so tired of everything it seems. I won't take the chicken way out, did that once and it is not worth the pain n anguish I put my family through.
I just need to vent and maybe punch a wall or something, I don't know.
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