I know I am to blame, but I just can not seem to get myself motivated to start up again to control my diabetes. It was under great control over a year ago. But then I started having pain in my legs-continually. And the doctors still do not know the cause of the pain. They have tried everything. But I lost interest in managing everything. That goes from testing my sugars, to taking my pill and my insulin. And it seems when I do take my insulin, I get sick and vomit. I have a boyfriend who is living with me, he is always on my butt about testing, taking my insulin and pills. But he is always yelling about it. And I dont't know if that is the reason I'm not listening to him or just cause I don't care anymore. But I need some way of getting myself back on track, that will work and help. I do know it all comes back on me, but I can't do it alone and I need some help. If anyone out there knows of any way that I can get my butt back to one year ago, I'd appreciate it. I need the desire I guess. Please help. Thank you all.
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