I'M IN THE BATTLE!!!

Kaiyle
By Kaiyle Latest Reply 2011-03-21 02:35:23 -0500
Started 2010-08-23 01:35:51 -0500

My eight year old nephew was playing the Transformers game online. He is really quite awesome at this game. I looked at his little face, and I could see the determination and focus in his eyes when the round started. He asked me to sit down beside him and watch him win. He was only moments into the match when my mother called for him, and he shouted these words, "I can't grandma. I'm in the battle, and I can't move."

While those words were still ringing in my spirit, I said to my mother, "Let the boy play. I'll take care of that for you." My little nephew didn't even realize the potency of what he had said. I know I'm not alone when I say that I'm in the battle, and I can't move from this fight. I'm not interested in dying right now because I've got too much to live for.

I'm in the battle to win the fight against this diabetes disease. I can't retreat from this battle. I can't take time off from this battle. I can't fight only when I feel like it. I can't lose myself in this battle because I had a life before this disease, and I will purposely make it an even better one with this disease. I can't allow the fate of this fight to rest on the actions or the lack of actions of others because this is my fight, and I'm in the battle to win it!!!


50 replies

South Ward
South Ward 2011-03-19 08:50:33 -0500 Report

I can not get over the fact that I have Diabetes. But the battle is not mine it's the LORD, so I just let the LORD fight my battle for me.

jayabee52
jayabee52 2011-03-19 14:47:35 -0500 Report

Now King David may have said that (or something like that) but that didn't mean he sat on his hands and did nothing about the battle.

I pray that "I just let the LORD fight my battle for me" is not an excuse for inaction on your part to control your Diabetes ("DM"). Denial (sound it out) is NOT just a river in Egypt! God gave you the ability to think and reason, and allowed this condition to come into your life. He also gave us medical personnel to help us in the war with DM. Yes it is God who gives us the ultimate victory over DM, but we gotta be in it (the fight) to win it!

Praying God's richest blessings be upon you and yours

Sincerely

James

AuntieBear
AuntieBear 2011-03-21 02:35:23 -0500 Report

I figure it this way: I take the meds, I try my hardest to control my food intake, I see my doctor, I do my foot checks EVERY day, I keep track of and control of my bgs and high blood pressure, and I try to keep a positive attitude about my DM (which can be extremely hard). If I could figure out an exercise that did not send my arthritis and neuropathy into phsychotic episodes I would do that too. Other than doing this, I do not know what else to do so what I can't do is up to the Lord. The point is I do try to do something because the Lord helps those who help themselves.

AuntieBear
AuntieBear 2011-03-19 02:27:45 -0500 Report

I have always found it interesting when something so small and seemingly insignificant leads some to have a big understanding of something happening to them. I too am in the battle. I do not know if I can win it, but I refuse to go down without a fight.

sNerTs1
sNerTs1 2011-03-18 17:04:17 -0500 Report

Its the small things that happen or are often spoken around us that we take for granted. I appreciate you sharing this, I love that you took what was so innocently said and saw it for its magnanimous meaning.

I pray your fight isnt always uphill, that you coast around corners and always see the meaning in everything around you.

Bless your heart. Keep fighting!

Hugs ~ Cheryl

moora
moora 2011-03-18 13:28:34 -0500 Report

Hi Kayile,

What you have said is so inspirational? Gives me hope to fight against this diseases. I keep saying that many live worst disease that has no cure, atleast we can hope to improve our condition.

msann
msann 2010-09-08 00:46:04 -0500 Report

HEY KAYILE, COUNT ME IN ON THE BATTLE ALSO, YES WE ARE DIABETIC FIGHTERS EACH AND EVERYDAY, MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE ONE OF YOU!!!!

sisson
sisson 2010-09-07 03:24:50 -0500 Report

Kaiyle
This evening I was talking to my daughter -in-law about a show that I used to watch with my kids called kids say the darndest thing's with Art Linkletter. What your nephew said at that moment remined me of just that moment. When I just read what you just had to say made me open my eyes I've never seen it that way we are in a (BATTLE OF OUR LIVES) in till we go!

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-09-07 04:16:24 -0500 Report

Yes we are in a battle, but it's a battle we can shift to our advantage by maintaining a healthy lifestyle from our heads to our toes.

Mama Dee
Mama Dee 2010-09-07 22:46:00 -0500 Report

Happy day my friend,
Just wanted to say praise God for your words. I have said that to friends of mine about different kinds of sickness. That there is a battle going on but we can win the war. Truth (face it) faith (all we need is a little) & God (turn it over to Him). He said He will never leave nor forsake us till the end of time. Thank you for being who you are to help us be who we should be. Stay blessed for you are highly favored in the name of Jesus.

Working 4 Jesus, & Loving it.
Mama Dee

Ashhyatt
Ashhyatt 2010-08-31 16:15:37 -0500 Report

Those are some powerful words. Diabetes is just another battle that is put into our lives and I want to win this battle too.

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-09-02 15:44:14 -0500 Report

It's a battle you will win one day at a time. So stay in the fight against this disease, and don't ever submit to it!!!

CDD
CDD 2010-08-28 13:13:07 -0500 Report

Thanks for those inspiring words! I'm new to the community and don't get online often, but the Lord must have known that I needed some inspiration today. Thanks and God Blless You!

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-28 13:19:37 -0500 Report

You are most welcome. May the hand of the Lord's favor be upon you continually and His blessings pour into your life overflowing.

Richard157
Richard157 2010-08-25 10:11:37 -0500 Report

Kaiyle, that is a very wonderful message you have presented! It is very clever and inspiring. Thanks so much! It makes me want to copy and paste it on other diabetes sites, so the members there can be inspired too!!! What do you think about that? I would not do it without your permission.

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-25 10:58:47 -0500 Report

Hello kind sir. It is a pleasure to meet you, and I hope things are going well with you. Thank you for accepting my request of friendship. You most certainly can share this with others. I think that is a wonderful idea. May the blessings of the Lord be upon you abundantly, and may He satisfy you with long life.

lb64
lb64 2010-08-24 07:59:37 -0500 Report

Those are truly inspiring words. I also am newly diagnosed in June of this year. I know I have to do what I have to do. My lifestyle has changed for the better. I do have friends that simply don't or won't understand what I am dealing with and are upset with me when I take care of my needs first. Very frustrating.

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-24 14:13:04 -0500 Report

Hello, It is so good to meet you, and thank you for accepting my request of friendship. I have some friends and family who don't seem to understand either, but thank God I have more that do than don't. It is frustrating especially when I have explained my situation and they still remain inconsiderate. I do have friends that come up with healthier solutions and/or compromises so I can really enjoy my time with them, and it's a much healthier choice for them too. I come up with solutions myself so I can enjoy to the fullest, my life and life around me. I wish all of my friends understood, but the one thing I will never do is sacrifice my health to hang with them.

Guardianstone
Guardianstone 2010-08-24 00:42:08 -0500 Report

Kaiyle, my dear sweet angel of wisdom;
I have read your message and the repl

Guardianstone
Guardianstone 2010-08-24 00:58:25 -0500 Report

#4 . . . I have tried 4 times to say. WONDERFUL. Responses - WONDERFUL. CRIED for the inspiration. We are an Army of diebetic fighters. We all need people like you.
Guardian stone
((((HHH))))!! : )

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-24 13:53:35 -0500 Report

Your friendship is a beautiful gift from God. We all need people like you who are selfless, courageous, and unconditionally loving. : )

monkeymama
monkeymama 2010-08-23 22:47:39 -0500 Report

You are ever so right in everything you said here. It is a great way to remind yourself when you feel like you do want to give up. Keep up the great mind thoughts and determination you have here. It will prove to be the greatest help in you being successful in the battle. It kind of reminds me of a song by Jordan Sparks but in a different way. We can win this…

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-24 13:47:54 -0500 Report

Thank you, my friend, for the encouragement, and yes we can win this with every diligent effort we make. No progress is too small because it all adds up to better days ahead.

Mama Dee
Mama Dee 2010-08-23 22:06:54 -0500 Report

Happy day,
I thank God for Jesus & all in my DC family. For your love your caring hearts & listening ears. Be blessed & stay highly favored in Jesus name.

Working 4 Jesus, & Loving it.
Mama Dee

Mama Dee
Mama Dee 2010-08-23 22:02:55 -0500 Report

Happy day,
Praise God for this story, I say it everyday that I wake up that I am going to live till I die never wondering if I will die today, r the next. As most of you know I am not the diabetic in our hm it's Michael (my husband). But I suffer w/other things not more serious nor less serious. I have 2 blood vessel that is clogged that goes to my brain but the fact that it is not even a 50ty 50ty chance that i will survive the surgery I don't want it. I have signs of cancer returning in my stomach but the fact that I am a 2 time survivor that does not bother me either. Now I am not saying this for any pity (because I don't do pity parties) God don't attend so I don't care to get an invitation. I said all that to say this because I too am in the battle. Everyday that I wake up in my correct mind & know that I am awake (for so many wake up but really don't know what day time are year it is) that I am winning part of the fight. Thank you again for sharing & caring be blessed & I know that you know that you are highly favored in thee name of Jesus.

Working 4 Jesus, & Loving it.
Mama Dee

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-24 13:09:54 -0500 Report

You are truly a miracle!!! What an amazing testimony you are!!! To God be the glory for all He has done, for all He does, and for all He will do for you!!!

zeeborock
zeeborock 2010-08-23 21:01:12 -0500 Report

how long have you been diabetic?

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-23 21:27:28 -0500 Report

Hello Zeeborock. I actually was diagnosed as a diabetic in June of this year. It has been quite a lifestyle change for me, but it is a change for the better.

Gabby
GabbyPA 2010-08-23 17:48:39 -0500 Report

Out of the mouth of babes....

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-23 17:49:28 -0500 Report

Yes indeed my friend. Yes indeed!!!!

Corynthus
Corynthus 2010-08-23 19:16:04 -0500 Report

Kairyle your words and your story enpire me *smile* . Welcome to the family. I am only one out of many here that WELCOME YOU and possibly can follow and also give comfort and advise on many things that we have to deal with in our daily diabetic life. I am one that needs the encouragement from people like you that are strong and willing to continue to fight and try to battle this disease that many of us have to deal with in our daily life… Nice to meet you :)

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-23 20:04:49 -0500 Report

Hello Corynthus. It is a pleasure to meet you, and thank you for accepting my request of friendship. Thank you also for the warm welcome and for your kind words. I have met so many outstanding people on here just like yourself. Truly I am inspired by this entire community, filled with incredible testimonies of triumph, heart, and fight. Corynthus, I wish you continual success in your fight against this disease. I made up in my mind that I not only want to EXIST, but I want to LIVE!!!

petals
petals 2010-08-23 14:15:42 -0500 Report

Amen Sister!!! Thanks for the encouraging words. If we don't take care of diabetes it will take care of you!!

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-23 14:19:21 -0500 Report

So true Petals. I hope all is going well with you, my friend : )

petals
petals 2010-08-23 14:24:07 -0500 Report

I am getting over a tummy bug that has been going on around here. Feeling better, but tired and weak. But hanging in there:)

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-23 14:40:52 -0500 Report

I'm so sorry to hear about that, but I am sure glad you're doing better now. I pray your strength and energy will return soon. BIG bear hugs : )

sandi0161
sandi0161 2010-08-23 07:13:32 -0500 Report

Amen friend I'm with you in winning this battle, your little nephew remind me of my little 7 year old grand son playing that same game on my computer. It's going to be hard but I know that it can be done and I know that I and I alone can and will make it happen. I found out in March of this year that I have type2 diabetes at age 49 and I was not happy. I've always been tough and I am a fighter.

Kaiyle
Kaiyle 2010-08-23 08:39:05 -0500 Report

Yes, I'm a fighter too!!! I have always worked very hard at achieving my goals in life. Just when I feel like I can't take another step, I pull from way down in the depths of my spirit and find myself taking another step. I know it's the grace of God that I'm able to push through the obstacles onto the other side of victory!!!

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