My Mothers days started off okay till my kids got up and the day moved forward. STRESS!!! The kids just stressing me out with fighting, not listening, and trashing my clean house up. While I am laid up from a bad knee injury. I started stress eating. I am not proud of it but I thought I was starting to bounce back and trying to stop. NOT!!! I thought i was trying to help someone in one of my online support groups. I was VERY SADLY wrong on this one. I am now feeling hurt and depressed. I mean well and was not one bit rude to this person. I was guiding one in understanding how to carb count. When things like this happens to me in my life. It makes be push up the guard rails and shut down. My husband and my dad both agree I am too nice and way too helpful to others. I have trust issues within me. Every time I try to help someone, eventually I get hurt BADLY. I than go into shut down mode and close myself off. It has been my way of coping with things. I've tried talking to counselors about this and AGAIN trust has become my demon in me. I allowed myself to slip into a further eating binge. I am not proud of it and I know I will bounce back. I just got to find my mojo and get there again. For me writing sometimes helps me calm down but… we'll have to see. I am not sure I feel like opening up or helping right now. I am sorry! I just need to go and find that mojo and try to move forward. We'll see from there!
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