So tired

SusanJ
By SusanJ Latest Reply 2010-04-24 23:14:25 -0500
Started 2010-04-23 10:05:58 -0500

I everyone. It has been a long time since I have been on the site. I have been battling one thing after another. I had been having stomach pain. After several trips to a couple of doctors they found I have a hernia. Then last month I started with bad pain in my neck, chest and head. The pain went into my left arm. I would get real light headed. I was taken to the ER from work. The ER gave me to pain pill and sent me home. They said to follow up with me doctor. She thought I pulled something. She put me on a couple kinds of meds. By the time I had gone to the ER I had numbness in my left shoulder and arm. I had a MRI done. I went to see a Neurologist. He said that it is MS. I am so tired of doctors and medicene. Since all of this started I have also had times I get very confused. I am also not sleeping all night. There are days I can not seem to eat anything. I was told I need to g back to my other neurologist to conform that it is MS. There are days when I just want to say I quite and give up. Thanks for listening to me. I really need to vent.


10 replies

sisson
sisson 2010-04-24 23:14:25 -0500 Report

Hi Susan
I know just as how you feel. I get tired myself of being a ginnie pig to they give one pill after unother when will it ever stop. So I started looking in to creams over the years and belive it or not alot of it dos help and I get to sleep at least a few hours. One I bought from Wal-Mart and it is called Avalon Organics it is made out of PEPPERMINT ENRICHED WITH BETA GLUCAN AND THE OTHER IS FROM BATH AND BODY WORKS AROMATHERAPY EUCALYPTUS SPEARMINT try this it just may help and I will pray that it will for you

KarenH
KarenH 2010-04-24 23:06:04 -0500 Report

Susan, I am truly sorry for all that you are going right now. You will be in my prayers…Karen

SusanJ
SusanJ 2010-04-23 19:19:23 -0500 Report

Thank you all for the encourgement. Yes I am also diabetic. My blood sugars are not what they should be because I have not been eating. My family is not much support. But I have found a lot of support here. Thank you all. I know that I will get through this. It just seems very hard sometimes. But I will get through.

LadyDi - 26259Miller
LadyDi - 26259Miller 2010-04-23 19:31:50 -0500 Report

You will get through! Your attitude and outlook has everything to do with how you move forward. It is hard, but you know you can do it. Be determined. Vow to yourself that you are going to continue to try no matter what. You won't always move forward, but every day is a new day. Start over! We're rootin' for ya!

spiritwalker
spiritwalker 2010-04-23 15:40:30 -0500 Report

Welcome back. We are more than willing to listen to venting.
That's why we are here,supporting each other. Don't give up.
Make your Dr. appointment and together you will put together
the puzzle and find solutions which will work for you. Keep
us updated so we can go with you on this new journey. We
willing travel it with you. Will keep you in my prayers.

Gabby
GabbyPA 2010-04-23 11:23:53 -0500 Report

Hey Susan, welcome back home. What a battle you are fighting, it is incredible. We are glad to have you back so you don't feel like you have to go thru it alone. I can imagine why you want to throw in the towel, it's all wet! Wring it out here, let it dribble on the floor. We'll help you mop it up and face the day. Hang in there...we are here to encourage and support you.

LadyDi - 26259Miller
LadyDi - 26259Miller 2010-04-23 10:54:06 -0500 Report

Life is hard enough without feeling like crap, isn't it? I know you must feel so fed up and ready to throw in the towel, but you just cannot do that. As frustrating and irritating as it is to go to doctors, take meds, etc., this is going to be necessary in order for you to feel better and have any kind of quality of life. I hope you will make an appointment with the neurologist today and sit and discuss with him/her the extent of your MS, if that is what you're dealing with, and just how to deal with it. Educate yourself, as you've hopefully done with your diabetes. I pray that you are staying in line with your diabetes (I assume you're diabetic too.), as that is important - imperative - too. I pray too that you have a good support system of relatives and friends that are there cheering you on and ready to help. That's also important. I know those of us here will do what we can to encourage you and support you. Praying for you!

MAYS
MAYS 2010-04-23 10:49:20 -0500 Report

As much as you would like to give in, don't !

Prove it to yourself that you and your will are both stronger than your afflictions, educate yourself on and about your afflictions and what can be done both medically and by you, create a plan of action with your doctor and implement it with the help of others close to you, if possible, or with a support group, either way, to do nothing initiates defeat !

~Mays~

Miminv
Miminv 2010-04-23 10:35:09 -0500 Report

This is a good place to vent, so vent away. It sounds like you have a few of the puzzle pieces and your regular neurologist is most likely the one to put the puzzle together. Hang in there, life is worth the challange.

shorty31
shorty31 2010-04-23 10:26:53 -0500 Report

don't give up its something there they just can't find it and they will but at the same time just say alittle prayer keep your faith that some news will happen but don't ever give up or give in. with all your going through there is still some hope. please just pray.