I have been down in my lower back these past few days, is getting worse in spite of 2 trips to the chiropractor, more Soma than I should, plus pain pills, but nothing seems to be helping! I have been accused before of being a worry wart, which I DENY! But this pain is in the same areas where my malignant kidney was, down into that left hip, hurts to move it any direction, and is now starting up in the place where my kidney, WAS—-this evening—-
But you know what really gets to me is that my husband has been yelping all day, worse today —-that he "Just can't take any more!" He has been washing dishes once a day, "Even tho I hadn't cooked him anything!! " I overheard—-He lets our dog in and out several times a day to potty, maybe fixes pancakes every 3rd night, then watches TV—-does drive a few blocks to get bread and milk—-but I really can't see that he is hurting himself any!!
It started to get to me, then I thought, "No, I am not going down that road again! He is the one with the unpleasant disposition, it is nothing new, it is HIM——and I will NOT let him get me down again, now that I am just finally finding my way UP——
I will pray that God will help me to keep my smile, no matter what tomorrow brings, it may be nothing—-I hope so, but if it is the beginning of the end, I am ready! I wish that he was, but that is no longer my problem, I have tried!! You can NOT make someone else happy, other than just trying to be pleasant etc—
I feel feverish tonight, for whatever reason, may call my regular Dr tomorrow for an appt—-just in case it is more than strained muscles, and KNOW that I have fought a good fight!! And if I need to continue on, I SHALL!! My BS is running high in the eves—around 200 plus, not too bad, but it really is rather funny that HE IS TIRED OF EVERYTHING!! hahah—-Oh, Brother!! Pat Roth
This could be another Piss and Moan post, just approached from a different angle. Hah-a
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