By Susie624 Latest Reply 2010-01-30 14:37:24 -0600
Started 2010-01-20 08:00:35 -0600

I want to thank everyone for their support,but it is time for me to move on .Love all you people but I can't handle things anymore,Goodby.

27 replies

Blue Angel
Blue Angel 2010-01-30 14:37:24 -0600 Report

Well , stay well and get yourself together. Take some time and relax. We will still be here when and if you are ready to come back. Take care of yourself. Stay strong I know we all are tired. So I can't blame you Just take it easy. We're here for you . Hope to here that you are doing well.

imsuzie2 2010-01-22 05:21:31 -0600 Report

Susie, I also am glad you are staying. We all owe your daughter a big hug for sharing her meds. I am sure you being without them magnified all your feelings out of perspective. We are all connected by more than diabetes and depression…we are connected in our compassion for each other, our acceptance of each other at face value as well as the uniqueness in each of us, and the feeling of family. In some cases, it feels like we are a more loving family than the families we have. That is special and made more so by each and every one of us. You are one of us and special to us. Take good care of yourself. Hugs

Iroquois 2010-01-21 12:45:15 -0600 Report

Suzie do what you feel is right for yoursel. But hang in there as we are all connected with each other here. That is what friends are for is to help when we can and all you have to do is ask. Depression sucks and I believe most of us has been there and done that a time or two. Everything will get better but my prayers go out to you and will keep you in them. I will send you a hug and best wishes. Just keep us posted. Love ya, Kathy

Hinboyz3 2010-01-21 04:54:23 -0600 Report

we all have so much to handle on top of being diabetic, but take care of yourself and hold your head up you have nothing to be down on yourself about. Hope you stay or at least keep intouch now and then. Keep all your friends here informed, and your not a coward, your just a person with deep feelings.

AddassaMari 2010-01-20 23:13:37 -0600 Report

Everyone needs a break sometimes, take one, but don't stay away too long, OK. We will miss you in the mean time and will be thinking about you.

Brandy 33
Brandy 33 2010-01-21 00:13:55 -0600 Report

I don't think I really know you, because I'm just getting started on the discussions, but I DO feel CONNECTED to you through the depression thing. I"M having a rough time and I'm on medication, so I can really empthise with what you must be going through WITHOUT medication. Glad your daughter can help you out with some medication since you both take the same thing. Even though you don't knoe me, take care andmy thoughts will be with you, because it's ROUGH having to deal with both Diabetes and Depression. Hugs and kisses and hope you can come back soon and when you do, I'd like to add you as one of my friends.

Susie624 2010-01-21 07:01:12 -0600 Report

I think that I am going to stay around a little longer.I dont know which helped the most,back on the anti depressient,or realizing just how supporting and caring the people are here.I know we have a very caring group here ,now I realize.we have the very best and most caring and loving group of people in the whole wide world.I love all of you,and thank you once again for being here.

alanbossman 2010-01-20 21:39:08 -0600 Report

Just want to say we will all be here if you chose to come back. Good luck and best wishes. Take care we will miss you

spiritwalker 2010-01-20 14:54:24 -0600 Report

We are here and willing to listen. We will be here when you
are ready to return. That is what friends do. Take care , we will
miss you.

Susie624 2010-01-20 10:23:27 -0600 Report

Thank you everyone I am feeling better already ,I thinkI posted in the wrong spot.Think it should have been under piss and moan,but really all of you have been wonderful, still on the crying jags,but have been without med for over a week and still another week before I can get them ,daughter did help with antidepressant.she takes the same as I do and she sent me enough to see me through until check comes next week

Sue Turner
Sue Turner 2010-01-20 11:04:47 -0600 Report

Hang in there Susie,

As everyone one has said, we all go or have gone through this from time to time…Just last week, all I wanted to do was cry…I was on one of those emotional roller coasters…But, I am doing better now, with the holidays out of the way, and looking forward to Spring…I am still having those down moments, but, I keep trying to pull myself out of them…It's not easy, I know, and being without your medication makes it seem 100 times worse… Hugs, Sue

ptsparkle 2010-01-20 09:28:43 -0600 Report

Keep your head high, and know you are of value. We will all be here when you are ready to come back. Take care, we will miss you.

Harlen 2010-01-20 08:53:48 -0600 Report

Frends will be here when you come back
Its up to you to come or go.
We care for you and wish you to sty but if you feel you need to go then I will miss you

Susie624 2010-01-20 09:33:19 -0600 Report

Harlan,can you make a good clam chowder,chicken and dumplings,meat loaf.How about mac and cheese.You know all those old fashioned,high calorie,high carb,comfort foods.If so im coming for all of them.Really Harlan talking to you always seem to make me feel better.

MarineMomX2 2010-01-20 08:48:04 -0600 Report

Isolating yourself won't help the depresession problem. Outside factor (yeah, mainly family) can be a pain, but I know you have to face them sometimes and you'll be that much stronger doing so. I'll admit I did some really stupid things about 3 weeks ago and letting yourself hit rock bottom sometimes leaves you with only one way to go…and that has to be up. Coming here and talking to some friends has been a saving grace to me and I'd hate to see you give that up. You'll find more here that will talk to you when you have no one else that will listen. Stick around, we all care.

BIRDY 2010-01-20 08:35:48 -0600 Report

goodbye Susie , take care yourself.
your friend , Birdy

Susie624 2010-01-20 10:26:34 -0600 Report

Birdy ever find Splenda Brown Sugar Blend,if not posted a recipe specially for you .Right out of the Splenda cookbook.

BIRDY 2010-01-20 15:08:11 -0600 Report

I'm afraid still not available however it will be in the Turkish market someday.I'd like to keep the recipe for that day.
Many thanks my friend :)

London 2010-01-20 08:26:48 -0600 Report

If u are having problems we can help. We all have felt like this at one point or another, it will get better! Hope u stay, London

cc9 2010-01-20 08:10:09 -0600 Report

what do you mean by that comment suzie?

Susie624 2010-01-20 08:25:40 -0600 Report

only that I just dont think Ican sit at the computer and read and absorb the things going on. Its not permanant.Dont worry Im not like my step grandson,and that may be part of the problem.Under the influence of drugs he shot and killed himself in front of his brother and sister two years ago yesterday.I don't do the drugs and when my doctor and I discussed my depression he asked me if I ever thought about it Itruthfully told him yes but that I was also to big of a coward.And that is the Gods truth.I am a coward,Ibelieve you will go to hell for suicide.

cc9 2010-01-20 08:32:00 -0600 Report

its ok if you want to take some time out and just chill. i just wanted to clarify what your intentions are. you are not alone suzie! sometimes we have to let go and let god…if you need to vent go ahead. it helps at times.
love,hugs and peace.

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