Why can't I get this? I have been diagnosed for about 8 years and I still just ignore it. I try sometimes. I get worried about dying. I want to see my grand children grow up and yet…why? I won't check my sugar, I won't eat what I should and I won't take my meds. Do I want to be sick? Do I want to die? I can't seem to find the answers, only excuses for my behavior. I am to busy, to tired, not enough money, no one cares. I need a good shaking I guess. I need someone to help. Someone who can help me understand my own thoughts and reasons.
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