Starting the past Monday I decided that I needed a vacation from diabetes, from all the Meds, the insulin, and all the testing, from checking my feet every night, and I am totally sick of getting up at 2 am to check my B?G, which drops every night to dangerous levels, last night it dropped to 38.
So I decided to take 4 days off. Which I hate to admit I enjoyed, but during those 4 days I came to realized that doing all these things were not really overwhelming but rather I was taking control of my health, by doing all these things daily. Even though I hate doing some of these things I do enjoy being in control of my life. its all up to me. so Now I'm back to taking all my meds, insulin and everything else, but its different now. It wasn't really all the things that I have to do to manage my Diabetes that was stressing me out, it was my attitude towards it. so I guess its safe to say I had an attitude adjustment…:)
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