I guess I am having a bad day today. I don't want to check my bg nor do I want to try and understand all of this. I have been on FMLA from work for almost two weeks and the wound care doctor says can't go back until March. I basically sit 9-10 hours a day at a computer so now my pay is cut in half and I am needing medicine, strips (which is costly 40.00 for 100 ) and that is with insurance then on top of all that all this new food I need to buy, no more frozen dinners on sale. I am just of down and upset over this new complication in my health and don't know where it came from as it does not run in my family.
I just want to say the H—- with it and act like i don't have type 2. I guess I am angry that this is happening on top of everything else (heakthwise) at this time.
I just want to go back to bed and pull the covers up over my head, but I can't even do that as I have to sleep in my recliner with my legs elevated to keep the swelling down.
Why am I feeling this way? Yesterday I was fine and looking up recipes and information on my type 2 diabetes and now I don't want to even think about it.
Ok I will stop venting and just say thanks to all of you for letting me vent.
I will try to make myself feel better ( I hope) later. Like someone once said I will think about it later.
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