I just dont got it in me much these days,and I just about give.
Over a year ago my doctor,and a social service worker decided that with my medical,complications due to uncontrolled sugars, ETC.I should stop school and work and learn to take better care of ME.(and my kids,as one is a toddler now whom we are learning sign language etc.) I applied for disability in May08' DENIED i appealed, DENIED.What gets me is that the 2nd time I was eventually ordered to go to a psychologist..??? not a medical doctor but a "SHRINK"
And he really did nt know why I was there either.On thwe last denial letter it said that my condition wasnt bad enough to effect my job skills and so on.??OMG! Iam a CNA(8yrs), and what is more important then having a level headed person taking care of these fragile people? Last year before I quit working,I was starting my day at 5am..my sugars would be anywhere at 200-300 and drop in a matter of hours, to low !!26 was the lowest. It left me feeling out of my mind,forgetful confused and SPACED OUT! By the end of my second work week my toes on my right feet had turned in and stayed tingly numb. The third week they were blueish purple and I wanted to chew them of they hurt so bad, more so when I was off them, or somewhat.
Now I filed another appeal to the judicial judge,and yet im not feeling strong about it either..Im ready to go back to work,,but my body isnt just there yet.
In the mean time I have a 15day notice on the power,and Im looking at 300 negative in my bank account and growing more every day..
Ihave been throwing up from stress over this..its been a strugglr with these bills for a long time,I guess It all finally got to me today when two of my tires blew out on my "car"..and theres another something I dont know if or when I can fix!!
Thanks for letting me vent!
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