I just need to vent. I went to the doctors today to disgust my lab results. I hateven she is upset with me, I feel like a failure. Being diabetic is exhausting and I am so over it. I don't understand how my diabetes can be so bad. My A1C was 6.1 in May and now it's 6.4 it has not gone up that much. what I am worried about is she said I have protein in my urine again. And my Cholesterol was 148 and now its 225. I don't understand how these numbers can change so drastically in such a Short amount of time. :-( My doctor has given me till March to get my act together otherwise I have to go on Medication for Cholesterol. I know I have not eaten so great past few months but not that horrible. :-( I'm so tired of being worried about my health. I know I can't stop I'm just venting, thanks for listening.
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