Tried to remain positive this week and last week, despite living 150 plus miles away from family, was made to feel so worthless by one particular member as they are stressed at minute, to put it bluntly there could a pregnancy that was neither planned nor wanted. However as i cant have kids for many reasons at this stage in my life, the usual cliches were applied to me. you can do what you want, you come and go as you please!, you are self-centred- I wish!. Work wise, despite my assertive approach lately i still ended up having 4 hypos despite my saying to my collegues i needed relieving for food breaks, at times i do think that the world is full of morons. Then get this i was given a lecture how i was sitting down too much afterwards ! People really do get on my nerves at times, Yesterday had friend crying on phone to me over some loser she cant rid herself of, seriously why cant people realise that when you aint 100% you cant deal with uneeded shite, Ive heard their story a million times its emotionally draining and tiresome. Despite trying to remain upbeat i honestly thought i could back to eating the old ways and cause myself a massive hyper yesterday, however i am working through things slowly and giving self time to relax today! sorry about expresssing myself in way i have today , just needed to let some steam off.
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