Well I didn't get my pump back this time around which I think is really ignorant but hey doctor knows best right? Anyway I'm just honestly bummed out about so much that I can't even begin to pull myself out of this slump. I am stressed to my limit. My sleep has taken a major hit with nightmares included. I don't want to tell my friends or family anymore cause they don't understand and think it is just a simple fix. My control is pathetic and my motivational drive to get better is even worse. Just over half the time I don't want to try anymore and I hate that. I know I want and need to do better and when I start to its like everything and everyone is against me. I just don't know what to do anymore.
Next Discussion: This Lady Will Inspire You »