I have been going throuhh my own personal hell,I have many other ailments besides diabetes type2, and one of those ailments has sidetracked my whole life. I have been having Panic attacks,and they are controlling my whole life right now, the Doctor has taken me off insulinBecause these attacks don't allow me to administer the shots a a regular basis,These attacks knock me out,I had one Sat. at 10 am.After it was over I slept till 8pm, I got up used the bathroom and was back in bed by 8;15 and slept till 8;30 am . I don't eat properly, I don't take my meds as scheduled. I have an Ileostomy,that is a bag for fecal matter,The other morning I woke up and felt wetness around my bag, which normally I would jump out of bed, clean up and change the bag, I had an attack, and couldn't move and just sat there while my bag emptied all over me the bed and the floor.It was discusting,and I felt so helpless, then totally discusted.I managed to clean the whole mess up, But I had visions of myself sitting in a wheelchair strapped in with fecal matter running down my legs,and I was singing TIRED OF LIVING, But Scared of Dying. and said no that is not how my life shall end. I am going to the Doctor today to see if they can adjust my dosage for these attacks, hopefully they can do something to inprove my quality of life.
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