I am on this site for the same reason as everyone else, and everyone has helped me tremendously.
But, I feel guilty, Why?
I know I try to contribute advice where I am knowledgeable enough on a subject. But, I have more questions than answers, so I do not feel I can help anyone.
I do have love and compassion for others', and like to try to offer help there. But, even that can be overdone.
Those discussions created to motivate. I think I have overdone them too, so I guess I am feeling really useless.
But, with the medical advice and information, and nutritional, I am learning to apply to my daily life more and more. So, I learned a lot by reading, and continue to learn each day.
I have a lot of friends here, and that is really important to me. But, I still feel guilty, useless; like I am taking advantage of my friends or wasting their time.
Maybe it is just because I am a caretaker, who is fighting my own battles with illness. I take much more time participating in my husbands' healthcare than my own.
Not because he wants me to, he does appreciate it, but worries more about me.
What's that about? Oh, I know how deeply he cares about me, and my well-being, but I still feel guilty that I am not doing enough for either of us.
But, I am still learning, so why do I feel so guilty.
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