Emotional as f***

By sazajay Latest Reply 2014-02-25 12:23:31 -0600
Started 2014-02-25 04:10:11 -0600

Ok ive been home from hospital for 4 days after a 2 week stay and i think ive got homesickness from hospital. I hate being home and every time i think about the hospital i cry uncontrollably. Ive been in and out of hospital from the age of 8 and now 23 and ive had a few episodes like this. I have crazy thoughts of harming myself just to go into hospital. I cant get my head round the fact i dont like staying in hospital but when i leave i want to go back and permanantly live there. I feel stupid and confused as too why i feel the way i do.

Has anyone else felt like this?

Tags: stress

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jayabee52 2014-02-25 12:23:31 -0600 Report

Howdy Sazajay
No, when I am in hospital all I want to do is get out and not come back. Have you spoken to a counselor or therapist about this? Harming yourself is a good way to get yourself involunaarily committed. I wouldn't think I would want that for myself as I like my freedom too much.

There is a saying "Be careful for what you wish for, you just might get it. " To me it speaks of the unseen, unintended consequences of what we sometimes want. If you have not already, please speak with a mental health professional about this.

God's best

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