Lately I have been strongly considering giving up on the management of my diabetes. It's almost 2 months since I got diagnosed and was put on insulin. I used to weigh 110lbs, I looked great, happy and healthy. I am now 122 lbs, unhappy and not looking great. I am constantly being asked if I'm in a bad mood. No I'm not! I just seem like that since I've been taking insulin. I have been strongly considering not taking my insulin, and not going to my next doctors appointment. Sometimes I would rather feel and look happy and healthy than dealing with the constant blood sugar checking and insulin shots and carb counting. I want to just say f*** it and go on with my life like it used to be. I highly regret even going to the doctor when I felt that something wasn't right with me. I wish I would've never found out. I'm over this! I feel the 12 pounds and it's uncomfortable for me, I'm not used to that. I miss my old self. I f****** hate diabetes and all of the negative bull**** it brings!
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