This is partly stress and partly emotional, as far as the topic. Ever since I got diagnosed I have been on an emotional roller coaster with diabetes. I sometimes feel like I have control of it and then I sometimes feel like It has control of me! When I eat well and stay active and check my blood sugar only to find out that my readings are still high, I pretty much want to say "F*** this" and completely give up! I am constantly stressing out about what my next meal will consist of, I am stressing about not wanting to gain weight, etc. sometimes I feel as though it would've been better if I never found out I had this. At least then I could whatever I wanted, I was much happier and I was 6 lbs lighter than I am now. I feel f****g awful, excuse my language. I hate this with a passion, diabetes has f****d my whole life up! I need major support as I am about to lose it and just never attend another doctors appointment again or take my insulin.
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