I am by no means new to diabetes (Almost 31 years) but recently I find myself just not caring about much of anything diabetic related. I am on an insulin pump (7 years) and I do take my boluses but only in the morning and then when ever I remember, because I have only been testing once or twice a day, I was previously testing 6-8 times a day and now first thing in the morning is all I can seem to manage. I also have been eating whatever I want, whenever I want and not always taking a bolus. When I do take the bolus I just take a random amount because I guess I am tired of it all and I just don't care anymore. I know that I can't keep doing this and I really do need to get back on track. I say okay I will do better tomorrow and I just find myself doing the same thing the next day. I am not sad and depressed all the time or anything, but I do find myself wondering if I do have some kind of depression or just diabetes burnout. I am looking for help getting back on track or maybe suggestions about if it's time to talk to a Doctor about being depressed.
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