Nothing as of yet but lots of sadness depression and loneliness

By TsalagiLenape Latest Reply 2013-05-25 12:28:51 -0500
Started 2013-05-05 11:37:35 -0500

As stated there is no diagnosis of the left foot. Now awaiting for a doctor to order me an MRI, Vascular only found one problem in the carotid artery on the left of my neck where I take 81 mg of aspirin a day now. In the meantime, my older two children have decided to "Punish me" for the situation I am not of my choosing nor have been able to change as of yet. But in due time its going to happen. I feel really sad over this and Mother's day being on May 12 is hard for me. Since that is the last time I talked to my mother before she died in 2001. She died May 17 2001. So with all this and such I am severely stressed out. I have lots of depression over this. Not too many to talk too especially the one I want to talk to about this. Thus I feel really lonely with no end in site. Yet planning on things with God's aka Creator's help to relieve this situation. The Cops nor Detectives in my area will do anything so I will do what I must. In the meantime, pack up and move out and move on. I just am going to leave and let it go. I just in an quandary over this not sure what to do yet but hope I am doing the right thing for myself. To put myself first finally. Just hope that certain ones finally get the picture. I don't know though. Hence the feelings I am going thru. Hugs and thank you for reading.

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TsalagiLenape 2013-05-25 12:28:51 -0500 Report

Well here is a good funny… Nine doctors in the state where I live cant tell me what's wrong with my left foot ok? LOL But a retired nurse of 40 years sends me a compression knee sleeve and no pain in the left foot. Originally on Feb 2 did tell the ER doctors that pain was in my foot ankle and knee on the left leg. Only an X-ray was done on the left foot. So now doctor is away til June 3rd. I am walking without a cane or the foot in pain. Sigh…just waiting now. Hugs

TsalagiLenape 2013-05-20 16:12:16 -0500 Report

Well the EMG testing of last week has left my left foot lower leg in constant pain with no help in sight. Doctor and his bunch of UN PROFESSIONAL NURSES that work for him arent helping at all. Playing pass the buck game.

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