By Sissy6258 Latest Reply 2013-05-10 11:14:02 -0500
Started 2013-03-18 23:31:20 -0500

You wrote on your profile.
Like poo-poo! I hurt ALL over and can't sleep. I'm all out of my meds because I lst my insurance this month due to divorce. :( My meds cost more than. Make in a month so I had to chose between meds and rent and food. This really stinks. I'm on SSI Disability and am waiting to see if I can get approved for Medicaid. In the mean time I'm all out of my psych meds and pain meds. This makes for a very sad me with ALOT of pain both physically and emotionally.
I'm at the point where I just feel like giving up and letting my body do what it will. No one would really miss me. At least not for very long.

4 replies

Prprincess0923 2013-03-20 14:35:47 -0500 Report

Yes it's hard to loose someone you love and was your life and I believe that we have to ask god to give u that peace that passes understanding…, life is unspectaculable and we don't know what happens next so we have to take it a day at a time and thank God for another day!

asisangel 2013-03-20 14:03:48 -0500 Report

Yes you would be missed. I have had massive depression since age 6. Had brekdoown at age 42. Seven years ago my husband died and I no longer know how funtion because he was my world. But you havve to take one day at a time one step at a time. I do alot of deep breathing that helps when get stressed. You can talk to me any time. things will get better.

splitpea922 2013-03-19 05:39:52 -0500 Report

Of course people would miss you. If one thing I have learned from my therapist and pdoc is that in the depressive state, we are unable to think about the people we would hurt if we are gone. I have bipolar disorder type 2 and BPD. If you need to talk, please message me. Maybe we can be there for each other.

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