my furture brother in law has been in the hospital now for three weeks because of his diabeties. he smoke and smoke weed well his foot started hurting until the pain was going up his leg. by this time he had a whole in his foot and it got infected.all the while his doctor was telling him to stop smoking. i never know that smooking will affect your diabeties i knew eatting the wrong food would but not this.so now that one more thing i worried about me, ibeginning to forget my eyes are getting worse.my mother needs help and i am affriad that i won't be there for her.i am in such a depressed state of mind that i am evil all the time, i cry because i wonder if i get relly sick who wil be there for me.family member aint' bout s, all they want is money from you. my fiancee and God are all i have. i don't sleep good and i half eat.please can some one just give me a verse or something that i can carry in my pocket that when i get this way. i can go in a quite place and meditate. stress is not good for diabeties.now if you think that not enough my mother hassels me to lose the weight i had lost it not easy where i live around here it's total hell. please help. a frustrated friend o i for got they are talking about taking my furture brother in laws foot off.
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