Before my hospitalization, I prided myself on being in control of my life (all things considered, I had my priorities a liitle (!) skewed, but…). However, since I've been home, back to work, carrying on with my life, I have lost all semblance of that control…the confidence so to speak I had to handle situations.
For example, I was always the go to person to ask questions of at work, and now, when people ask me questions, I end up second guessing myself.
I also think along with it was the implicit permission people seem to presume to have when they look at me as I eat my carefully planned lunch. The comments from friends and family…
Has anyone else felt this way?
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