Last Friday my sister and I took our dog Jack to the vet. Poor baby wasn't feeling well. On Monday we got a report of high white blood cell count and vet ordered antibiotics and told us if he was not improved by Thursday to bring him back. He started eating better Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday morning. However, by 10 am he wasn't doing well at all. I called the vet for an emergency appointment and was told to take him to the Animal ER. While waiting for my sister, I was on the floor rubbing his back. He gasped rolled over and died in my arms. To say I am devastated is an under statement. I really miss my little boy.
Last night was the first night I actually slept. The problem is I can't eat a complete meal. I actually did not cook anything but a hot dog and chicken nuggets since Thursday. Today I baked pork chops but grabbed two slices of bread and ate a sandwich. I eat when my blood sugar drops but that is only enough to get it to rise.
I am very good at motivating myself but I can't seem to do it. I get up vowing to fix breakfast but a cup of coffee and a piece of toast is all I can manage. Lunch is a cup of yogurt and dinner is what I think will get me through the night. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
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