Well, I STILL can't get this under control and have just been on an emtional rollercoaster lately! NOTHING is working!! On top of all the diabetes stuff going on I had a mole removed from the middle of my forehead and under my eyelid. I look like I got shot in the middle of my head!! And they frooze 2 other moles on my arm. I STILL have to go back and have the other eye done but because I almost passed out they want me to go into the hospital for the other eye. Just got the results back from my forehead and it came back positive for skin cancer cells…now they want me to come back so they can freeze more of the area around where the mole was! Can't begin to tell you how scared I am!! This will be the 3rd time for skin cancer on my face! The first time they removed the whole nostril from one side of my nose and did a skin graft to replace it! Just feel like I'm gonna lose it!! Is THIS how I'm supposed to go???? Taking a little piece of my face off each time???? I'm NOT a vain person and never thought I was beautiful but am I supposed to die UGLY??? So VERY VERY frustrated!! Got a LOT of stuff going on right now…can't take THIS on top of it!! Can't get my numbers under control either! Doesn't matter WHAT I eat or DON'T eat it still stays in the high 200's and I'm so tired of these God aweful shots!! Don't even know what else to say…SSSSOOOOOO discouraged!!
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