Aww I think I'm getting worse then better. I can't accept this disease and I know I have too. I'm drinking way more then I usually do and every time I think of it I just get depressed n cry. I hate it so much!! N my moods r so up n down its retarded. I noticed my blood sugar is getting higher then usual n I hate the fact of thinking I'm gonna gain weight. I don't get the card counting or anything n it's like I try to forget it … I feel like I'm never gonna be able to get in a relationship because he won't understand n I have trouble taking my insulin around with me I find it very embarrassing n I know I shouldn't feel like that but I do. O godd I just wonder if it's gonna get easier… I've been diagnosed since aug 29/2011 am I crazy for still not being able to accept this?
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