I was diagnosed with Diabetes on Feb 14 2005, i have tried everything the Dr's have asked me to do, I try to walk but it hurts, i try to eat what I've been taught to eat in the diabetic classes, i read till i can't read no more. I am on really high doses of Insulin and med's i can not seem to get a grip on the anger my kids suffer for this my wife suffers, and i am at my last end. on top of it all i have Bi-polar and sever anxiety and fear of people now things i never had before finding out i'm diabetic I was the healthy one in my family and now i'm the sickest I feel useless and i am slowly driving my family away from me, I don't know what else to do. My wife god bless her is still with me and loves me but i feel it getting distant.
My sugars stay between 200 and 5 sometimes 600 the closest endocrinologist is a 2 hour drive and i have no money half the time for med's let alone gas to go see him my Dr says i need a specialist, and is afraid to guide me with my diabetes i have disability but it does not go anywhere.
how do i handle this how do i cope what do i do, why am i losing this battle with this. i am lost and no longer see a road to follow.
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