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Set apart
By Set apart Latest Reply 2011-11-02 21:16:08 -0500
Started 2011-10-22 21:40:51 -0500

Hello well it's official 2 months now with type I diabetes at first I cried and asked God why. I have taken care of myself by exercising and trying to eat right most of the time. Then suddenly I was sooo tired blamed on work and finishing my Masters this semester. I ended up in the emergency room with blood sugar over 500 left there with a diagnosis of type 2 and a whole lot of prescriptions. I thought I can beat this type 2 is known to be reversible of course my dr busted my bubble didn't fit criteria for type 2 peptide tests yup I am type 1. I have been ok I guess what isnokay do I even remember what I was like when I was Normal I am 48 and sometimes I hate the way I feel oh and leg cramps everything not sure if I can do this then god reminds me that nothing happens without his hand in it son right now he is carrying me. Incame up with this nickname because although I Feel so far apart from everyone out here finding this website makes me feel like I belong. Today was a good day tomorrow well we will see.

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Fyuter 2011-10-24 17:26:10 -0500 Report

I love this saying…

One night I had a dream. I was walking along the beach with the Lord, and across the skies flashed scenes from my life. In each scene I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One was mine, and one was the Lord's. When the last scene of my life appeared before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand, and, to my surprise, I noticed that many times along the path of my life there was only one set of footprints. And I noticed that it was at the lowest and saddest times in my life. I asked the Lord about it: "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way. But I notice that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why you left my side when I needed you most." The Lord said: "My precious child, I never left you during your time of trial. Where you see only one set of footprints, I was carrying you."

Set apart
Set apart 2011-10-24 21:21:36 -0500 Report

I have always thought of myself to be a strong woman and maybe sometimes trying to carry a lot. I think this was my Lord,s way of reminding me how life can be too short and how much I need to rely on him. Isn't it amazing how life just can make you feel like sometimes you are in charge when you have no clue that basically you are in charge of NOTHING. Thank you for the footprints poems as a reminder of my path.

Mickey/CCHT 2011-10-22 21:47:13 -0500 Report

All we can do is take it one step at a time! And i tell you this website is a God send! There is so much knowledge and support here that it is truly amazing! It sounds like you have had a tough time of it. But it also sounds to me that you are a strong person that won't let something like this keep you down! Walking with Jesus is a good step for sure. I know I could not do this without him! God Bless you, and good luck!

Set apart
Set apart 2011-10-24 21:24:29 -0500 Report

Thank you and tell me about yourself. God bless you also. I am strong but this one is the trial of all times but we have toe remember the book of Job and how he lost everything and still didn't give up his faith.

1lady4 2011-10-24 21:51:22 -0500 Report

Welcome well I love going to Church & reading the Bible

Set apart
Set apart 2011-10-25 05:38:12 -0500 Report

Before this I thought I was trying to be a good Christian and now I feel like I need God's word to keep me going. I listen to alot of Christian music since my job involves some driving. although I don' t understand all my recent trials God has a reason.

Mickey/CCHT 2011-11-02 21:16:08 -0500 Report

Just remember that God does not give us more than we can handle. We might not understand the why, but that is not our job. Our job is to do the best we can and try and help those around us. Maybe you are going to come thru this stronger and maybe be able to help someone else down the rode, who knows? Just remember you are not alone. Blessings.