Hi Everybody ,
I know some of you are asking whats up with the subject? What are you talking about? Well.Let me shed the light on it for you.For the past several weeks I have been fighting a nasty bug (Osteomylitis)Forgive me if my spelling is off im doing this with a migraine (not good I know).But anyhow I'm home on a pic line with fluids and antibiotics. During which I lost my mother last week Monday.My Father thought that it was best to keep it from us just how truly sick she was till the very end.I try to keep things as calm as I can in my house If you have teenagers you know what I go through on daily basis.Well now yesterday I get home from shopping with my daughter and my husband gave me an all to familiar look i nearly hit the floor he had to catch me, my aunt ,my mom's sister passed suddenly.How do I cope ,I'm just starting to mend from my mothers passing and now my heart takes this blow I not even sure how to tell my kids this was their great Auntie .I mean grant it my kids are not babies they are well above age to understand life and death but still their hearts are full of sorrow and pain and through all of this I'm trying to keep myself from falling apart and out of the hospital again.
I would love to say that this year has been a good one but that would be a fib,we have seen better ones .I just want to know when this chaos will end.I think the only thing that I have handled quit well is my BS level.
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