I just dont know what to do anymore… im 21 and I have type 1 diabetes. I feel like giving up… not only do i have type 1 diabetes I am horrible at controlling it… I have a court case for a serious crime coming up that will mess up the rest of my life… all my dreams and aspirations, all because of being at the wrong place at the wrong time… I am in school working towards a mechanical engineering degree but it all seems pointless. I will never be able to find a job after my court and the job that i have now i cant stand… I am a bartender who always gets the worst hours only making around 200 a week… and i live with my girlfriend and her 10 year old son and it kills me because i can do nothing to contribute to their life financially. My car is about to break down and i am our only source of transportation, i have no money for an alternative. Everything in life is coming in on me and i just cant take it. My life has be crushed.
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