The good news is I dropped my A1C from 9.5 to a 7.9 in 3 months. Also I avoided having another heart attack. The bad news is I had to have another stint put in. My artery was 90% clogged as was the last one back in 2/10. I had a heart attack in 9/09. That's 3 stints in 2 years. I think my diabetes is taking me down rapidly. I have alot better control over my diabetes but what's that saying," It's a little to little a little to late"? There comes a time when you just have to honest with your self. I don't have much time left. I can't work anymore and they won't give me disabilty so I have no money. I live off my 75 year old mother. It's horrible. I'd like to go see my grandsons. I'd like to do something as simple as take my granddaughter to the movies or get her some ice cream. I worked for 30 years,I paid my taxes. There are people out there getting disability and there's nothing wrong with them. Ok pity party is over. Oh,one other thing,my diabetes has effected mynerve endings. If I don't have this surgery,I could loose the use of my hands. I can't have the surgery because I can't be off my plavix for 5 days.
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