Hi to all,kinda depressed today, had another funeral to go to.

By nanaellen Latest Reply 2011-05-11 12:16:33 -0500
Started 2011-05-07 17:24:55 -0500

A wonderful woman who was ALWAYS smiling and had a good heart!! She was a friend of the family for over 43 years. I will miss her terribly. As you know when you deal with the loss of someone special you kinda wonder about your own mortality. I have lost SO MANY friends and family over the last couple of years. Even my best friend of more than 30 years passed from cancer. It's one of the main reasons I gave up trying to be a CNA. I can deal with all the Medical stuff but not so good at dealing with the death aspect of it all! Think I'm gonna take a nap, too depressed to even talk about this anymore! Back soon, Ellen

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MarkieMarkie 2011-05-09 12:59:05 -0500 Report

Just know we are thinking of you, keeping you in our hearts and respecting your feelings. God belss you at this time.

Rev. Hixon

nanaellen 2011-05-09 13:30:29 -0500 Report

Thanks I appreciate that a whole lot! I went for a ride around our beautiful Ocean Drive and I feel a little better. Ellen :)

MewElla 2011-05-07 17:34:25 -0500 Report

I am so sorry for your lost of your friend. It does make us all think…But, for me, in dealing with my grief for the loss of my husband, the thing that helps me the most is talking and remembering my best friend. But, we are all different and you know what is right for you…God Bless in this sorrow…

nanaellen 2011-05-09 12:51:08 -0500 Report

Thanks, I went for a ride around our beautiful 12 mile Ocean Drive just to remind myself how beautiful life really is. It helped a little.

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