I can see how stress causes my numbers to go bananas. Thing is for sometime I've been under a LOT of stress a lot of the time.
There are a number of things that is stressing me out. One of them is not having a doctor that seems to actually to want to help me learn how to best take care of my diabetes and other medical issues. So, yeah I'm stressed about what permanent damage is happening. If I wanted to kill myself, I'd do it. I don't want to kill myself. I want to do the best I can to keep myself in the best health possible.