ok here is the thing I know that i am blessed with alot of family of diabetics and i had gestational diabetes and both my kids were chunky butts ( 9 8.5 and 8 9.3) so to a point I know im predisposed my ? is y did my pancrease decide to hault on the job? i have family that if youd look at tehm you think he sure should be a diabetic the poster child so to speak. I am not complaining well yeah i am but i have always followed a very healthy lifestyle eating on a (diabetic diet) because it was easier bcc of all the diabetes in my fam. I have watched comas lost limbs and lives and now the diet I was following I must change and tweek bc my insulin intake at this point is like 36 in morning and 28 at night so something is arye. I have not been choking down sugar like a drug adn yet here i stand amongst you with this disease that i will have forever.
complete confusion and scared outta my mind are just a few of the emotions i feel …i get conflicting answers for everything and all i want is to live a healthy life with everybody part i walked in this world with. no offence to any who have lost …evryone in my family that has this has lost and i feel for them but my gfather did it to himself b not taking care of things he knew he should. i just am tired of hearing SUCK IT UP KASE U AINT DYING well with 300-400+ bs im killing myself slowly and im really trying to do right.
thanks for the vent time any suggestions
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