And I've only had it for 10 months. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of my mood swings, of checking my sugar levels four times a day, of pricking my finger, of the sting after I inject my insulin, of the reaction from people who find out I was in a coma, of the different ways people treat me; as if I was a crippled person who was completely helpless that I needed help with everything. I hate everything about it. I hate it.
I hate the fact that it takes 5 years to get the right insulin pen that I need to stay alive, I hate that I have to watch what I eat, I hate that I have to watch everybody I'm around eat whatever they want, whenever they want and how they never have to poke their leg with a needle and shoot up their dose of insulin.
I feel like nobody in this town understands how I feel, what I feel, and why I feel the way I do. I swear; nobody does. I'm just so, so tired.
Had to vent a little.
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